Is youtuber a word? If it is, ridi0t is my new favorite youtuber.

I was up until 5 this morning watching all of his videos… they feel like a mirror, eerily similar to my own life experience in so many ways (save for going into the ministry… closest I ever got was touring with ccm artists… eye opening in its own way, I suppose).

There are bloggers/vloggers who are confessional, forthright, soul-baring in ways I can’t imagine myself ever offering here… online, publicly, so naked. It’s more than honesty… it’s unrepentant, but without a hint of malice. I think I’m still too burned by relationships, friendships, and beliefs. I still lust for revenge, for justice of some kind, to make certain people hurt in equal measure to the pain they caused me.

In so many ways it feels like f o r e v e r ago that my search for Truth began, but I’m all too aware of scabs that haven’t quite fallen off just yet.

Much respect, man. Much respect and peace.